I was fine until I saw your injustice
Up till then you and I were fine
For as long as I can remember, your every wish was also mine
When my eyes fell open to your hidden lies
I could no longer unsee them
They were as clear as day light
Before a wanderer’s eyes
Now I smile when you hurt me
Moan but softly when you thrust your daggers into my frail skin
When I am no longer here, only
Might your recovery begin.
When will you stop teasing me?
Invite me, invite me into your buffet
don’t continue to taunt me with the fragrance of your appetizers and sweet, sweet bread
Invite me, do Invite me in
I have the sweetest wine
your fine mouth will ever taste
We can wine and dine until we drop into each other’s embrace
Everything you envision right now. is not necessarily for now.
relax. Heaven’s heart is over you. What could go wrong.
It is not enough
It is not enough to see
Not enough to dream
Not enough to try
Not enough to envision
It is only enough when all you had
All you know
All you are
Has been given
Is being shared
Until there is nothing left
I really, really hate you. I wish I could avoid you and get rid of you. But I am careful with what I wish for. Because every time you strike, it’s ‘poor me’ again.
You! How I wish you never knew me. Although I know you’re supposed to be good. You are nothing short of a curse.
How I wish I could hate you with a passion. But I can only hope for that much energy. For you make me so sleepy.
At first you give me cravings. Then you make me cranky. And after that you make me sleepy, picky. You also make me suffer. I fall ill at your hands. I can’t help but think that your only interest in me are evil plans. Yoy make me angry. And week. Though sometimes help me become humble and realise I am actually really fragile. That I nees love and care and everything I long to give, that I also deserve a caring hand.
I know you are supposed to bring me good. But I wish you were always good. Sometimes my faith gets shaken as I wonder ‘what more do I need to know and need to do God, can’t You just make it okay.’ So I don’t really talk to Him when you’re around. Because maybe I am doing something wrong.
I only wish that you are worth it. For if you prove you are not . . .I mean, I can’t only be in my twenties and already looking forward to menopause. If you actually aren’t any good, even if you are…would you please consider being kind to me.
I have loved you like the sea worships the moon
Obedient to your every whim
Breaking the silence by crashing myself unto rocks
for your attention
Making sure you’d know
You’re the only reason I rejoice
You were my only motive
While I am as vast as her and love as deep as she
You turned dark one day to never show your face again
I just wanted to tell you. Say it and let you know. That I am grateful to you. That you excite me. Everyday in new ways. Very often, I miss this and don’t see you. But you are nevertheless working for my good. You are here for me. You keep me on my feet, strong and loving. Living and alive.
I just wanted to tell you. My world is crazy, but in the midst of it all, you are my hope.