I want to love you
Like nobody’s ever loved before
I want to hold you
As if I’ll never see you again
But I know you’re not asking me to bring you the moon
You just want an everyday heart to love you and keep forever
I know I don’t want you to promise me diamonds and gold
But I just want your everyday heart to love and keep me forever
I want to make it
I know we can take it
Love to live with you
Life to be with you
Why do your eyes light up
When she enters the oh so famous room
Where everybody who is expecting anybody
Always seems to find himself
Why do your eyes light up when hers fall into them
Why do you seek her eyes when you’re glad
Why do yours smile into hers, even when you’re feeling sad.
Why do your eyes light up and breath dreams into hers
While your holding somebody else’s hands.
All those things I hated
Everything I grew
To feel nothing for
I love them now
I want them for you
I want them with you
I hoped it was love
Every time your spirit
Payed my eyes a visit
I hoped it was love
Everytime I saw you
In my dreams
I hope it is love
When your mother
Smiles
At me in my dreams
I hope it is love
When I cannot breath
As my mind ignores
My senses
And dwells of
To behold you
I hope it is love
All these sleepless nights
This restlesness
This hope
This fear
I hope it is love
Taking me back
All the way back
When time froze you
In front of me
I hope it is love
That brings you back to me
That brings me back to you
I’ve taken you up in my soul
And you’re not quite yet leaving
Just like time stood still
When your smile was getting etched into my heart
It will take a storm to get you out
How I want to go back to that day
And that moment
That has never gone away
This is the noisy restless quiet
I take as it is
As I curse you
And the day we met
And adore you
With the memory you left
It is none of your business
That I think about you all the time
That my heart wakes me up
In the middle of the night
To think about
The dreams I have of you
That I try not to look
When I drive past your house
It is none of your business
It is not your problem
That I wonder
And wonder
And wonder
About you
About where you are
And where you have been
And if I will ever find you again
In fact
It is not a problem
It is a consuming pass-time
To dream up
Who you might have become
What your heart is like
And whether you have very deep thoughts
What your business is
I do not know
But my business is
That I am setting myself up
For heartbreak
When you get the next hand to hold
That will not be mine
Because I am not making all of this, my business, your business
Restraining myself from hoping
doesn’t make the wait easier
How I get flashbacks of perusing you
and my dreams of you, I constantly relive
I never knew I’d grow so weak
I never knew I could be this desperate
for you
I try telling myself this is for the better,
that a good attitude while waiting
will make your arrival worthwhile
but my heart is not convinced
I constantly keep thinking of you
and then I ache
not knowing what to do
not knowing where to turn
The worst thing is
you ain’t even that big of a deal
because once you’re here
you could be gone very fast again
you could not be able to function for a while
and make me spend a lot of money and time
But my handicap is
that I’ve fallen in love with you
and can’t wait to have you
To be able to use,
look at and admire you
You got me hooked,
seeing you for that one minute,
you and I were the only ones on earth
Today God led me towards that cute smile of yours
my lips were silent
but my heart was smiling
curled lips, fixed eyes
who knows what your heart was doing
you don no about mine, cause I don’t flirt,
but…God knows
you made my day, this day
You are cute by being cute and not saying anything ugly, trying to be cute
😉
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