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In the midst of frustration, instead of praising God for my victory, I sought for a solution away from Him, within myself.
I do feel better, less clouded, less wired.
But it’ll only be a matter of time before that feeling comes back if I don’t allow Him into this. A lie I often tell myself is that it’ll take God a lot of time to come to me when I pray. But the bible says He hears the faintest whispers. I hope I remember this truth always.